| my pimp hand is way strong<3 |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|03:41 pm] |
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well, your so last thursday :)
*<3 i `m used to heartbreak. i get it all the time. but never like this.
i really did love this kid. and he told me we would be together forever.
i belived it. my fault. i`ll always have feelings for him but he moved on.. i need to get over myself. i`m not good enough. i `m not gonna sit here and obsess over this kid. esspecially when he hooked up 2twice since we broke up.
he moved on pretty quick. hes always gonna be there. always. even if he hates me. i`ll always have love for him. i cant help it, i really cant help it i swear. i`m taking a break from boys right now. i can`t handle heartbreak.
ilovesteven. the end
i saw this coming still i dont know why i let you in <3 |
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| i need a soldier thats gonna stand up for me known to carry big things if you know what i mean ;) |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|09:46 am] |
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hmm okay. theese passed 3 days were fucked.
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thursdayyy- well i have to go thiis anger managemnt this thing for girls in school. hahahahahaahah ,all of the girls in it r my bffs and freinds so thats cute. but everyone kept telling me to break up with steven. i didnt want to cause i fucking love him more than anything so i got really confused and pisssed and started crying and yeahhh. he ended up dumping me which SUCKED, i was crying on and off since 5 oclock till like friday morninig. my eyes were red and i looked like a fucking lizard.
Friday-went to school fucking depressed n shitt. in 2nd period i took the pass out and got lindsay and went in the bathroom and talked to her. yeah i was realllllllllllllllllllly upset like. more upset than i ever been in my life. ughh. then when i got home i talked to steven <3. that kind of made me feel better in a way but not really but kind of.then ashley dannielle kinder my boob slept over <3/
Saturday- woke up ..hung out with ash. got stuck in a tree. and that stuff. then tommy stole the cornstalk that my stepdad is in love with so me and ash tried to glue it back together. that didnt work so we`re gonna blame it on the cat. then rob and kevin knocked on my door so i talked to them for like 10 mins on my porch. then i hung with my ashley and got stuck in a trree again. then lindsay callled me... hmm. theres this boy that i absoulutly love that locked himself in a room with some girl and made out with her. i shouldnt be upset really cause we`re o a so called "break" so i guess its ok. he`s just ..seeing whatelse is out there or something. i honestly dont know. but i love him with alll of my fucking heart.
its a fact. i `m still madly in love with steven. i cant help it. its not ever gonna change. ever. <3
lindsay lambert is truleyy my bestestestestest freind besides ashley dannille kinder.
eat your mutherfucking heart out bitch. <3
kriiiissty. |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|05:28 pm] |
me and steven are taking a break. :(
steven i love you. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|06:58 pm] |
am i..
beautiful?
pretty?
stupid?
cute?
will you..
always be my friend?
give me a shoulder to cry on?
buy me burger king when i want some?
would you ever..
would you ever go out with me?
would you ever do it again if you already have?
would you ever marry me if you could?
would you ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
what do you love about me?
what do you hate about me?
have you ever dreamnt about me?
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 29th, 2004|06:51 pm] |
i have no time to update so all i got to say is i love steven micheal saranza so fucking much. <3
<3 fuck you and have a nice day. <3
krriisty bo bistty |
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| when the pimps in the crib ma,drop it like its hawwt |
[Nov. 22nd, 2004|03:09 pm] |
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<3
last night: lexi pretended she broke her arm, so i went to the emergency room w/ her,my mom and keith. i watched the wizard of oz in the waitng room,cause you know, i`m cool. and then my dad came and got keith and lexi and didnt make eye contact with me ,thank god. i hate him. and i got flashbacks and had a pretty bad nightmare of a night in 1st grade. when me and my mom walked to romeos plaza to buy beer and stuff ,they were fighting(momanddad) to make a long story short, dad strangled my mom,tryed to kill her right in front of his litttle 1st grader daughter and tried killing her. and i ran to anastasias house to call the cops. yeah i still get nightmares of that shiit. and i keptt geeting flashbacks of my horriblle life. soo yeah. my lasst night pretty much sucked.
today. went to school.,did the usual. got in trouble by mr.toomes and mrs.fox ..pretty much. everyday stuff. christen and rob will be going out soon i hope. cause that note i wrote for christen was pretty rad,yo. i`ll update tonight.kthanks.
steven micheal saranza i love you with all my heart. your my life.<3 |
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| bordum |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|03:26 pm] |
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| drop it like its hotttt |
[Nov. 21st, 2004|11:33 am] |
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Friday- me & lisa went to stevens house. it was fun. me and lisa were extremly hyper.almost got hit by a car,you know. then lisa had to slap me across the face in order to calm me down. it was funny i guess. i saw my lindsay lambert.hehe,...but really, i have a really good feeling about me & stevens
relationship. i love him so much. like. i accually mean it. idk how to explain it but yeah. hes my life. and i love him. yeah then stevnes dad drove us home and lisa slept over.
Saturday- went to the dentist. and me and ashley and laura were fighting all day. and yeah. keith and lexi almost killed seirra. then me and ashley and laura made peice in a way. then my fagg brother found a cigg in the shed and told on me. IM me for that storry cause i really dont wanna post it for the world to see.
i love steven. ,the end. |
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| marilyn monroe |
[Nov. 18th, 2004|06:23 pm] |
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| | marilyn monroe. hehe | ] |
Marilyn Monroe
.JUNE 1ST 1926- AUG.5.1962. <3
you are missed. <3 your my idol,marilyn
quotes from marilyn.
"I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night, 'There must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest.'"
That's the trouble, a sex symbol becomes a thing.
But if I'm going to be a symbol of something, I'd rather
have it sex than some other things we've got symbols
of." "I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never
belonged to anything or anyone else." -Marilyn Monroe. <333
"No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl. All little girls should be told they are pretty, even if they aren't."
"I used to think as I looked out on the Hollywood night, 'There must be thousands of girls sitting alone like me, dreaming of becoming a movie star. But I'm not going to worry about them. I'm dreaming the hardest.'"
"[Hollywood is] a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul."
"I don't mind making jokes, but I don't want to look like one."
"Everybody is always tugging at you. They'd all like a sort of chunk out of you. I don' think they realize it, but it's like 'grrr do this, grr do that...' But you do want to stay intact--intact and on two feet."
"It stirs up envy, fame does. People...feel fame gives them some kind of privilege to walk up to you and say anything to you--and it won't hurt your feelings--like it's happening to your clothing."
"She [Sadie Thompson] was a girl who knew how to be gay even when she was sad. And that's important--you know?"
"I want to grow old without facelifts. I want to have the courage to be loyal to the face I have made."
"Fame is fickle and I know it. It has its compensations, but it also has its drawbacks and I've experienced them both."
"With fame, you know, you can read about yourself, somebody else's ideas about you, but what's important is how you feel about yourself--for survival and living day to day with what comes up."
"I knew I belonged to the public and to the world, not because I was talented or even beautiful, but because I had never belonged to anything or anyone else."
"Only the public can make a star. It's the studios who try to make a system out of it."
"It's all make believe, isn't it?"
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[Nov. 15th, 2004|04:46 pm] |
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[ name ]: kristylynn<3
[ birthday ]: novemeber 15, today
[ current age ]: 13
[ loc ]: Jackson New Jersey
[ height ]: 5'4
[ siblings ]: 6 of them
[ Siblings age ]: 10
[ pets ]: dog&acat
[ eye color ] : brown
[ hair color ] : brown w/ radd blondhighlights
[ artistic? ] : no way
[ color of your room]: pink
[ what were u doing 15 mins ago ]: i fell like 13 mins ago.does that count?
[ u shy or outgoing ]: outgoing but shy at first
[ had fun this summer ]: it wasnt the best, but okay
[ feature you notice first ] : eyes
[ looks/personality ] : both
[ piercings ] : ears,used to have nose,maybey getting tounge
[ tan or fair ] :both
[ age difference limit ] :i`d have to say like 2?
[ smart/dumb ] : dumb blonde all the way
[ funny/serious ]: depends.
MORE ABOUT ME ..
[ chocolate milk, or hot chocolate ] : chocolate milk
[ mcdonalds or burger king ] : bk
[ coke or pepsi ] : pepsi
[ would you wanna marry your best friend, or the perfect lover ] :steven.
[ tea/coffee/cappuccino ] : cappuccino
[ cats or dogs ] : dog
[ milk, dark, or white chocolate? ] : milk and white
[ sunny or rainy ] : sunny
[ summer/spring ] : summer
[ bunk or water bed ] : water bed
FRIENDS...
[ Best friend ] : youknowwhour
[ close friends ] : youknowwhoyour
[ Friends that you look like ] :noone. body gabby said i look like tina.butno
[ Who you go to for advice the most ] : ash.kinder<3
[ skinniest ] : sabrina
[ funniest ] : charlie
[ nicest ] : most of them are.except for a selected few
[ shortest ] : i`d have to think bout that one
[ tallest ] : steven<3
[ changed your life the most ] : steven <3
FAVORITES ::
[ color ] : pink
[ movie ] : thirteen
[ subject ] : lunch
[ ocean or pool ] : ocean
[ laugh or cry ] : laugh
[ silver or gold ] : both
[ diamonds or pearls ] : diamonds
[ sunset or sunrise ] : sunset
[ showers or baths ] : shower
[ food ] : does koolaid count?
[ snack ]: hmm ...
[ board game ] : none.but steven <3s monoply
[ all-time song ] i have alot of them ,buddy
[ holiday ] : birthday.which is 2day but it sucks.
[ movie star ] : vin deisel ;)
[ magazine ] : j14. how gay
[ tv show ] : growing up gotti
[ Disney character ] : squirt
[ animal ] : monkey
[ drink ] : cherry kool aid :)
[ cologne/perfume ] : victoria`s secret vannilla lace. and calvin clein something
[ brand of sneaker ] : hmm.
[ activity ] : phone
[ fruit ] : strawberries and those cute little cherries they put on icecream
[ juice ] : koolaid
DO YOU ?
[ do you like school ] :pshht. yeah okay..
[ do you like to talk on the phone ] : yeah .especailly to steven
[ do you have your own phone line ] : nahh i got a cellular
[ do you like to dance ] : depends.
LAST TIME YOU ..
[ last time u showered ]: this morning, for real
[ went runnin ] : today but it was retarted looking.
[ worked out ] : in gym
[ danced like a frickin idiot ] : in math
[ went to a movie ] : i dont remember,honestly
[ talked on the phone ] : hmm <3
[ wished u were sumbody else] : probly
RANDOM ..
[ where would you love to travel to? ]: Italy
[ whats ur middle name? ] : lynn
[ is ur hair color natural? ]: do highlights count
[ do u have a cell phone? ] : yes ma`am.
[ whats ur online screen name ] : rockinthacradle
[ what do u want to do with your life? ] :act
[ last time u went to the doctor ] : eye doctor the 5th
[ do u have a credit card ] : i wish
[ do u consider urself a "nice" person ] :depends on the day
[ last book ]: im not a reader
[ role model ] : marylin monroe.
LAST PERSON WHO?
[ slept in your bed ]: myself
[ Made you cry ]: i cryed for no reason the other day
[ You shared a drink with ]: my sisster <3
[ You went to the movies with ]: shea
[ You went to the mall with ]: rachel
[ Yelled at you ]: mommy
[ Said they were going to kill you ]: lol. idont rememeber
HAVE YOU EVER ...
[ Said "I love you" and meant it?] to steven <3
[ Gotten in a fight] : duh
[ Been to New York? ] yess
[ Been to Florida? ] yeah
[ California? ] no
[ Hawaii? ]: no
[ Mexico? ]: nahh
[ China? ]: no way.
[ Canada? ]: i dont recall
[ Danced naked? ]: in the shower.dont ask
[Had a really bad feeling about something then it happened?]: im phsicic what do u espect
[ Wish you were the opposite sex? ] no
[Had an imaginary friend?] of course
[ red or blue? ] red
[ Spring or Fall? ] spring
[ Santa or Rudolph? ] rudolph
[ Math or English? ] english
[ What are you going to do after you finish this survey ]: probly take another shower or something
[ What was the last food you ate? ] i drank koolaid
[ High school or college? ] high school
[ Are you bored? ] obviosly if im doing this
[ Last noise you heard? ] the IM sound
[ Things you like about a guy ] everything.
[What's on your mouse pad? ] : a dell sign
[ Worst feeling in the world? ] : heartbrake
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?] :i love steven
[ How many rings before you answer? ]: when ever the caller i.d picks up.
[ Future daughter's name ]: Mckayla
[ Future son's name? ]: Steven Jr or something
[ Chocolate or vanilla? ]: vanilla all the way
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? ]:of course
[ If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be? ]: actress
[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous? ]: rightyy
[Do you type with your fingrs on the right keys? ]: what
[ What's under your bed?]: idk anymore
[ Glasses/contacts ]: glasses as of 2morrow
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late ]: usulally layte
[ Do You Have A Job ]: nah
[ Do You Like Being Around People ]: obviously.
[ Are You Glad This is Over? ] yup |
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| happy birthday to me! |
[Nov. 15th, 2004|02:52 pm] |
today is my birthday. it went pretty cute. <333 me and christy got accused of beeing lezbos. CHRISTI-LEE-FONTANA I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MY LEZBO STONER.
your defintly. the coolest girl known to man kind. i love you. <3 .
maria erica christen and corey got me balloons...
thanks <3.
i love steven soo much <33333333
layter bitchez, |
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| i love steven ,<33 |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|08:26 pm] |
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i love steven micheal saranza. end of story :) |
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| at gabbys house. <33 |
[Nov. 14th, 2004|08:31 am] |
um yeah yesterday and today i`v been hanging out with gabby cause shes cool.
yeah .we saw steven and dennis yesterday. itwas hardcore. and then. her dad picked us up. unfourtuntly. and when i got out of the car. it looked like i sat in fucking fruit punch.. yeah my period is iiregular cause i dont eat enough. so it came. again. and me & gabby had to run to target to get dorkey pajama pants then ran back.then we continied beeing cool .but steven never called. shame shame shame. then we hung out and went to bed. woke up at 11:11 on the dot. :) . steven still never called. wtf.o well i still <33 him
I`M PROBLY Gonna see steven today if my mom will stop beeing a cock. my stepdad thinks im out too much so she might make me stay home. bull fucking shit i`ll sneek out my window and get a ride. cause i HAVE to see steven today . its been like. like 16 hours. long time.
TOMOROW IS MY MUTHERFUCVKING BIRTHDAY.
consider this. or you`ll die.........
<3 kristy.
i lvoe you steven micheal saranzaa
gabby is my new best freind. :) |
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[Nov. 13th, 2004|07:43 am] |
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yess!! i talked to steven last night. i <33 him soooo fucking much. yeahhhh. hes amazing. today i`m going to my twin gabbys house then we`re going to lindsays and going to the mall. theese girls are great. i love them. yeah.we`re gonna be coool. and i`ll update later w/ details, k. yeahh and 2moroow i`m going to stevens house.score. and then mondayy is my mutherfucking birthday bitches!!!!
right now.; i`m really hyper. and i have cramps. umm yeah. its irregular cause i dont eat enough. and suprised me this morning.. I FUCKiNG HATE NATURE. EE>
I miss steven. i havent seen him in almost a week. thats a lonngg time.i <3 him. hes my fucking
life. and i seriously love him. hes amazinggg. hes soo cute. hes the nicest boyfreind i ever had. i wanna marry him. hes the best thing that ever happened to me. steven,you have my heart forever.
i love you steven <3333333333
<3 kristy.
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[Nov. 12th, 2004|07:56 pm] |
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new layout. isnt it beautiful?
today.i didnt talk to steven. :( ohh no. i went to school. of course. then came home and talked to my budddy keenen. then i talked to other people. (gabby my love,linds of course, and the usual)
then i was on the phone with shawna. yeah. nothing interesting. my mom gave me my digiital camera early. yeyyy. MY MUTHERFUCKING BIRTHDAY IS MONDAY ASSHOLES!
now me and my jewish nun fucking zebra dilldo licking nsync be ef ef el. sabbs r talking about the effects of inhaling:
markers: hyper and make us laugh alot
white out: hornyy
and you know...
i `m too cool to finish updating.
<3333 kristy <3s steven micheal saranza forever <333333 |
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| um yeah |
[Nov. 11th, 2004|08:02 pm] |
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| | mom and pathetic brother fighting | ] |
i was going to delete this shit but i just found out that steven reads it. and steven is my world so basically the world is reading it. idk what i`m talking about but um u know what i mean. today was gay. i miss steven. i love steven. i wannna banng steven.steven is my life.end of story.
<3 kristy.
lindsay lambert i love you.
gabby is my twin, yo. <3333
you girls r definetly the most
amazing girls to walk on the
face of earth and i love you. |
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[Nov. 11th, 2004|06:17 pm] |
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steven micheal saranza is my life. <333333333
sexdrugsviolencelipglosskoolaidstevendrugsciggssoda.bestfreinds.(uknowwhoyouare)computers.fones.shoes.makeup.clothes.makeup.showers.condoms.<33 i`ll live." <333
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[Nov. 11th, 2004|06:12 pm] |
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steven micheal saranza is my life. <333333333
sexdrugsviolencelipglosskoolaidstevendrugsciggssoda.bestfreinds.(uknowwhoyouare)computers.fones.shoes.makeup.clothes.makeup.showers.condoms.<33 i`ll live." <333
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[Nov. 11th, 2004|06:12 pm] |
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steven micheal saranza is my life. <333333333
sexdrugsviolencelipglosskoolaidstevendrugsciggssoda.bestfreinds.(uknowwhoyouare)computers.fones.shoes.makeup.clothes.makeup.showers.condoms.<33 i`ll live." <333
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